Momma Does Things

It is day four of officially being back to work after the Christmas and New Year holidays. It doesn't seem to be that long ago, but I can feel that work is going into full swing. I do welcome new challenges at work.

The Holidays Were Over Too Quickly

The holidays were fun. I had every meal delivered every day. I spent hours online. I had a sudden, unexpected attachment to those short vertical movies. I slept. I spent time with my kid and our cats. We did not really celebrate Christmas and New Year. Somehow I never really made them a priority. I prefer celebrating my and my kid's and my dad's birthdays.

While I tried to actually do a deep clean of the townhouse, I wasn't able to. I loved lazing about too much. However, I do have a cleaning lady who comes in twice a week, so it's not so bad, really. I am hoping that this year I will actually get to pick up the habit of maintaining my own home.

I need to be better at building habits. I am unsure why, but while I am highly efficient and organized at work, both in planning and execution, I can do one in my personal life. I am a very good planner in my personal life. Somehow, the execution phase is unsuccessful most of the time. I hear it is called executive dysfunction. Hmm. I may need to see a therapist again.

While I may be remiss in good habits, I still have hope for the future. I have about six months until my 41st birthday. By then, I would like to have a good report for my year.

One can hope.